for one with such a fondness of words, there comes a point when i start to wish that someone would insert chilli-tipped needles in my eyes. and it would be preferable if they were nicely heated under a flame first.
as part of my actively-seeking-out-distractions slash avoidance tactics [for example, chatting to the lizards under my fridge], i distract myself by analysing elisabeth kübler-ross's five stages of grading. let's see what they are:
1. denial - when i am unwilling to acknowledge, and grossly underestimate the size of, the task ahead. yes. this might be where i float.
2. anger - this begins when the task begins. the first few pieces of assessment seem ok. then the errors become thick. i become disillusioned. i start yelling sarcasm at the paper in front of me [why i use pencil, not red pen.] yes. this might also be the first sign of madness. i'm yet to have that confirmed.
3. bargaining - now this is the bit where i fall down. and i seem to always fail. i do, honestly, try and buckle down + assess. however, i am a magnet for distractions. even if i try methods such as "i'll mark five more, and then i can have a treat." halfway through the first... i'm in dire need of that treat. does this make 3 redundant?
4. depression - this tends to seep into the equation when i realise that i am not going to get the assignments completed in time. i work on me-time. this differs significantly from normal time. and if i'm not going to get them done, then why not just put them aside? and write a blog entry, instead. [chocolate is good for depression. it has good stuff in it that brings on happiness. so there's the answer to all my problems. i should have known.]
5. acceptance - or reality. i'm just going to have to suffer through it. the end.
however, kübler-ross could do with introducing a sixth stage of grading: the problem with wikipedia. this lies, inevitably, under the heading of procrastination. [which actually just encompasses all of the above, when you think about it.]
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anyway, for the next two nights, i'm going to put the marking aside to go see some [locally grown] live music - rattlehand tonight, then pensive penguin's ep launch tomorrow. oh. and on sunday afternoon it's more.

anyway, for the next two nights, i'm going to put the marking aside to go see some [locally grown] live music - rattlehand tonight, then pensive penguin's ep launch tomorrow. oh. and on sunday afternoon it's more.
and marking of 96,000 words? they'll get done. and they'll probably get done faster if i stop confusing my work with distractions. or the other way round.
i'll figure it out one day.
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