19.1.11

twenty love poems + a song of despair.

i first came across pablo neruda in isabel allende's autobiography, many years ago. i became intrigued and looked further into the poet's works. i have one collection of poems from neruda, twenty love poems and a song of despair. it has a very beautiful cover. the paper within is heavy to the touch, its edges slightly frayed.


it travels with me on long journeys. i pull it out and read a randomly chosen poem aloud. i read a handful to an old friend as we travelled around europe a couple of years ago. my favourite poem is 'thinking, tangling shadows'.

Thinking, Tangling Shadows

Thinking , tangling shadows in the deep solitude.
You are far away too, oh farther than anyone.
Thinking, freeing birds, dissolving images,
burying lamps.

Belfry of fogs, how far away, up there!
Stifling laments, milling shadowy hopes,
taciturn miller,
night falls on you face downward, far from the city.

Your presence is foreign, as strange as a thing.
I think, I explore great tracts of my life before you.
My life before anyone, my harsh life.
The shout facing the sea, among the rocks,
running free, mad, in the sea-spray.
The sad rage, the shout, the solitude of the sea.
Headlong, violent, stretched towards the sky.

You, woman, what were you there, what ray, what vane
of that immense fan? You were as far as you are now.
Fire in the forest! Burn in blue crosses.
Burn, burn, flame up, sparkle in trees of light.

It collapses, crackling. Fire. Fire.
And my soul dances, seared with curls of fire.
Who calls? What silence peopled with echoes?
Hour of nostalgia, hour of happiness, hour of solitude,
hour that is mine from among them all!

Hunting horn through which the wind passes singing.
Such a passion of weeping tied to my body.
Shaking of all the roots,
attack of all the waves!
My soul wandered, happy, sad, unending.

Thinking, burying lamps in the deep solitude.

Who are you, who are you?

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